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The tears rolling in her big eyes, but she tried so hard to dry out the tears.

However, she showed her smiling face, a smile which was full with passion and enthusiasm.

“I feel very tired and guilty, I wash my face everyday with tears secretly,” her first drop of tears seen after she spoke out this sentence.

Crying should be done secretly, warriors were not allowed to cry in public.

Taking care of her family and her success career, these are the hardest choices she would like to make in her life.

She will not make any mistake again to hurt her beloved family members, and finally she had decided to let go the expertise which she always proud with.

“My girl likes to watch cloud with me,” she smiled again when her girl’s image appear in her mind.

One day her girl said, “Mama, I hope u can always be with me, and tell me the story of bear cloud.”

She touched her hair softly and said, “Mama promise you.”

At the moment, she told herself, she would never hurt this five-year-old daughter, after losing her first son last year.

Tears drop again…

She was the warrior in the battle for more than 20 years, and her children lost thousands of chances to watch the bear cloud with mama.

“I can’t bear any chances to lost my child again,” she stress again.

Perhaps, woman’s intrinsic is to protect the family, even though women can become warriors in battle.

There will be more and more bear cloud in the bluish sky for a mama and a little girl.